long time since i blog=)
lots of things happened..
Jeeva gaanam 09
it was a stepping stone for me..
thought me maturity
really had lots of fun..
i can nvr forget jg 09
Deepavali 09
17 oct
Had fun..
Afternoon family visits..
Grandma place- muzi maran rias came over
met karthi at clementi
kumaran came driving to fetch us..
we went maran house wait till he change then off to priyashaleni house
left her crib then went satish house
kumaran drop me maran thaslim karthi at jurong west
later 3 of them join us at satish house.
A good game of cards then left..
18 oct
My house open house..
frens all came
isaac n priyalatha first 1 to come
after that as usual all of us did our routine
thaslim
jeevan
priyelatha
isaac
priyashaleni
mythili
maran
surrendran
all overnighted in my house..
next day we woke up n went school together...
i am really disturbed
this is not what i want...
i am getting weaker day by day..
the only thing i do is keep CRYING..
i know nothing will be solved by that..
But u will never realise that its cause of u..
i cant help it..
its
My fault for assuming all..
My fault for thinkin all that was true..
My fault for all the imaginations that i made..
May be i should maintain my distance cause i donno the way u see me...
But i promise that the way i see u is as someone really special to me..
I am sorry but i cant change this part of me...
I don Care abt the negative things ppl tell me abt u..
Cause i still trust u are not like that..
How much they advice me i tried changing, but is of no use
i am sorry..
a
YOU ARE MY IMPERFECT SWEETEST ADDICTION=)Today was my last paper yohoo..
so damn happy..
when seoul garden to have my dinner with the GALS..
Something that i would never wanna miss in my life.. gifted to have classmates like them..
i love all of u gals..i don really spend time with them nowdays bec of my other frens but i miss my times wit them..i just forget all my sadness with them around.
My friends..
Ppl i really love will just leave me and go..
Afraid to call anyone as my close frens..
but i afraid i have too
Rias
Someone who i can say understand me the most but not 100%
he knows when i am sad, angry , depressed.
He knows how to make me laugh=)
Priya
Someone i really treasure in my life.
i love to make her smile.
she makes my day..
i have been seeing her EVERYDAY except 1 day since the day i got close to her..
love u babe=)
Thaslim
Someone who i couldnt get along with at the start..
Now we are close..
Never thought of things will change this way..
Super adorable gal who is super cute when she gets angry..=)
Mavin
My cab buddy in yr 1..he is a comedy=)
always bullying me and calling me kaka..
Jeevan
My best fren..
Someone who really plays along with my jokes..
someone who makes fun of me but never meant it..
i hope our frenship grows my Best fren=)
Elamaran
someone who always disturbs me..
who burnts my hand and throw me around..
who use me a subject to make people laugh
But i belief he is An awesome fren that i can count on when i am in trouble..
someone who knowledgable of nearly everything..=)
kayyathri
A fren who is nice...
who has a lot of stories to share, and generous..
every1 loves to be around her!=)
Muzzamil
MUZi! someone who is really nice to talk to..
we have alot of same thoughts in our mind..
karthi
Someone who really advices me on everything..
A good fren that i have got..=)
Those frens who left me..
I love u guys..
The feeling without u guys are different..
Firstly i am sorry if i did anything wrong..
You guys stood for me when i was in trouble ,depressed and all..
Tried so hard for me to to forget things..
I will never forget that..
u guys are a part of my life till now..
missing u guys..
esp the person who loves to put paper in my bag=)
DARED
-i got a belly peircing done recently like 2 weeks..most of my classmates has it i was motivated by them to go get it...we were darring enough to bare the pain..i was so nervous and shaking when he was holding on to the needle.. A great experience..
