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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

helllooo
very long time since i bloggg...
little busy..
will updaten soon...
Sunday, July 26, 2009

saturday
thanu and gayathri came over wit straw berried and kfc breakfast..
haha..
then slept a while..
priya joined us.
we deciede to go yew tee to meet maran.
thaslim met us at yew tee together wir sugar.
while waiting 4 maran we called mavin.,
he said he will meet us soon.
but maran call us and said he overslept and he was late 4 match..
we din meet him..
we took the bus to go cck then had a call frm mavin saying that he waitin 4 us at uew tee,
we got down the bus..
mavin had to leave so we went went lot 1..
sugar left..
then we went to cck..
met hajii there..
i went to pierce my ear
thaslim and priya also wanted to pierce their ear..
afte that haji bought kfc back to my house
we met karthi at the lrt..
karthi claims that i live in another country and need passport to enter..
haha
all of them came to my house.
a while later went to fajat to buy mac..
we met ghax and kayyathri there.
then went back to my house..
jeevan and maran joined us there..
no one was home so it was super fun..
all left like 10 plus..
kayyyathri stayed over..
Saturday, July 18, 2009

maran's story=)

Maran did nt come so we ended up drinking.. and i picked up smoking..

sigh... feel like killing everyone around me and take their money to drink and die...

then haji came to the rescue by pulling away the toothpick which i was holdin onto but i donno how he came to know abt my perfectly planned plan... he then stabbed me and took my beer... then when i opened my eyes i realised i was jus dreamin.. but no i was in the hospital wid alot of ppl around me but i donno them sia.. i asked the doctor for rokok... He told me fuck u!!! Out of agony i drank jim beam.. again i planned to kill ppl but again that fucked up haji came and stab me... this time round spiderman came and save me but superman got jealous and killed batman... Upon gettin to know batman's death, robin got very furious and killed wonderwoman... mickeymouse turned up to wonderwoman's funeral and he found out tat hulk and minniemouse had some kinda scandal goin on...In the end everyone lived happily ever after.. THE END!!! 

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MR Elamaran

Friday, July 17, 2009

Sometimes people just forget.
It's nobodys fault, it just happens.
So I don't hold it against you.
When you left I knew you would forget, they always do.
Thursday, July 16, 2009

















hmm
2 pod=)
pod-post operation day

breakfast-custard
lunch- tofu soup
dinner-idly

today met thanusiya and priya..
they came over to visit me=)
took photos..
sang karaoke
hmm then dance..

met kayyathri and maran near my granny house=)
thanks kayyathri 5 hl milk and yakult..


i super love my frenssss=)
i miss sugar plus siva..
no calls frm them=)

now confrencing with
kayyathri
maran
priya.r
priyashalini
mavin
rias
jeevan
faiz...
super funny=)
Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Mummy woke me up like 7 in the morning..
she was scarring me..
telling me that i wont b able to speak after the opt..
so i was talking to her..
then she left 4 wrk..
i got up and went to get dressed=)
Daddy was slow..
was waiting 4 him..

i reach the dental clinic at 9.08am
then it was the usual routine of temperature taking and all..
i went in the room
the dentist, Dr. jeevan welcome me with a wide smile in his face..
went i ly down i saw three big needles waiting 4 me..
then the dentist put all three injections
the first 1 was bearable..
the last two was super pain..

After that i waited like 10 mins.
For it to get numb
i couldnt coordinate my lips and eyes..
super UNGLAM..
then starts the surgery..

i saw the big weapons and i gt scared..
lucky the dentist used a face mask to cover my eyes..
tears just come down..
super pain...
seriously..
when my mothe called i couldnt talk..
super pain only cry..
so embarresing

but i got 6 days mc..
but gonna miss sch..
thaslim and priya came at 4 to visit me..
thaslim was ike my mummy..
she fed me mushroom soup
priya was helping her..

later on maran and kumaran joined us..
there were companying me..
super nice of them..
but they were making of the way i spoke too..
haha..
1 day down..
Monday, July 13, 2009

i am still waiting 4 ur reply..
seriously..
How long more?
i wanna hear frm u soon..

today i woke up like 4 am..
was so in pain
hmm my tooth was aching..
woke up daddy..
then he gave me some pain killers..
went to sch..
ate but tooth really pain..
went to the DENTIST..

Dr jeevan was there..
i sat down while he examined my tooth..
he was giving me a shock..
he said that all my right side tooth is sleeping..
the wisom tooth will affect my tongue eventually..
he said it was infected and filled wit pus..
he also said i had NO CHOICE but to undergo and operation..
seems small..
then he started telling the risks
-permenant numbness of
*cheek
*tongue
*lips
so it means i cant taste..
but he said thats the worst senario..
i hope nt..
i will be given at least 5 days mc..

so the opt is on the
15 july
9 am
denticare=(




Sunday, July 12, 2009

hmm went to sch for pda training..
just 4 1 hour plus and i earned like 20..
cool right..

then went to ics room..
suppose to have group meeting but cancel...
then i cleaned up ics room..
it was super dirty really!
was so satisfied..
went home like 2..
then priya and sugar said they were coming over..
then went to fetch priya wit sugar..
went sugar granny house
then ate guava..
went down to see her mummy..
went karus to eat idly..
hey parents were super nice..
i n priya were super shy..
i kept talking to her parents..
then we call kumaran and vinod kanna
they both had something on..
kayyathri and maran met us after that..

ghazzali came like 1 plus..
went down mac at 2 am to eat..
then we met faiz..
all came to my house at 5 am..
haha
faiz and ghazali left at 6.45 am..
then maran ang kayyathri left at 8..
i and priya slept together till like 10..
then my house had prayers
then we had a good veg lunch at home
yummy..
we had long talk with my uncle and aunty..
then went back to sleep at 4..
haha
priya left at 5 pm..
had a good day with damn..

Sadly alot of things happen..
he shouted at us but it affected me to most..
still not out of it=(...
Friday, July 10, 2009

last day of att..
i went to meet siva and sugar at jurong..
hmm then suddenly siva told me that she meeting her fren..
she hiding lots of stuffs frm me..
but i hope she end up in good hands..
seriously if she is sad i will be more sad..
i love her lots

then went to see priya at sch...
haha
she super cute..
i keep telling her 10 mins and made her wait like an hour..
poor gal..
thaslim joined us later after her meeting..
then i
thaslim
kavidha
priya
sugar
sarah
had a long talk..
some ppl accuse us of gossiping but they don really know what we were talking..
they kayyathri joined us..
i n thaslim keep speaking in malay..
funny sia..
we keep talking in double meaning..
priya super slow but super cute..
then we went cheers to eat..
we eating plus talking
till like 10..
after a long time seeing them..
then we planned to walk..
every1 left except 4
priya
sugar
thaslim
kumaran
maran
kayyathri
all the gals started walking except 4 kayyathri..
we had a long chat..
later i took cab back..

some ppl are just so insensitive..
if they wanna say anything they shld just say straight into ppls face..
nt go tell others..
its so stuppid to go tell the persons close frens abt that person..
u will slowly loose ur frens if u keep doing that..
i am so sorry 4 the person 4 having such an attitude..

i was hoping n praying hard that it should not happen again..
but it did..
i blaming myself for it..
i didnt listen to any1..
now i fall again..
but i m nt giving up so early...
cause i TRUST..

it hurts me like crazy..
don u understand..
i just cant bare to see those things happening in front of my eyes..
even though there is nth between us..
Sorry=(
just don do it in front of my eyes



Wednesday, July 8, 2009

A girl just asked me to be her GIRLFREN...
what the hell?
First time in my life...
ppl say that a girl will understand another girl better..
HAHA
thats the last resort i guess..



Have you ever been in love?
Horrible isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and
It means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses,
You build up a whole suit of armor,
So that nothing can hurt you,
Then one person, no different from any other person,
Wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it.
They did something dumb one day,
Like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
Love takes hostages.
It gets inside you.
It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,
so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends'
Turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.
It hurts.
Not just in the imagination.
Not just in the mind.
It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.”
Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Monday, July 6, 2009

Will be right here waiting=(
It HURTS..
trying...
Sunday, July 5, 2009

An unforgetable day yest..
yest morning mummy woke me up and told me she is bringing me 4 pedi..
i was super excited..
i woke up cleaning the house..
she took a punjabi suit and started ironing it..
then i was so curious y ?
she said we were gg temple..
aiyoh..

then i gt dressed in traditional clothes and end up gg temple
After temple i went to Ghandis to eat..
Ate really alot...
A place u can really eat alot..

then came back home to give food for daddy..
mummy wantted to go lot 1..
so i had a 1 min change into my jeans and all..
after that suppose to meet Frens for movie..
i and mummy went 4 a walk then we went ljs ate chocalate cream..
then i went to meet Jeevan at yishun..

i and Jeevan had a long talk..
haha..
then we meet rias at city hall..
then we decided to go plaza sing..
haha
so we went to meet kavi and haji at dhoby gaut..
we call kaya3 and asked he to join us..
she said she was coming..
while waiting 4 her we 5 ate long john..
so we were waiting for her and maran..

after maran and kaya3 come we went fort canning park..
hmm played swing..
just basically slack there..
a nice day..
Then we met FAIZAL..
haha
after a very long time..
talk to him..
then all left like 1045..
was meeting bro at dhoby gaut..
he came like 11..
jeevan and maran followed us back..

Parents meet the 4 us under the block..
then went back..
nth much at home to do..
we were finding 4 movie to watch..
later we fall asleep like 4 am..
jeevan and maran left at 8 plus and i cont. sleeping..

Happy birthday Siva..
i love u alot girl
we know each other 4 nearly 6 to 7 years..
friendship still growing..
we have lots of ups and down..
i was touch wen u cried for me and all..
those days always in my mind..
we never 4get u darling...=)
Friday, July 3, 2009

Please curse and swear at me
So i can hear your voice

Please call me names
so i know I’m not nameless

Please make me cry
so i know you still care

Please hate me
so i know I’m not invisible

Please cut me
so i wont feel numb

Please let me die
so i know i was alive

sometimes things don end up the way u want it to be=(
u would just hope 4 the best..
LIKE ME!!!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009

After finishing att went back home=)
suprise!!
then went home to change..
left home..
saw hema akka..

then took like while to decide where to go..
so we went to catch a movie(after a very long time)
then we were sitting at pond..
till i had a call from my palace=)
reached home like 1045pm

tmr afternoon
yippie
can sleep longer...