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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

You just repeat it again n again..
Do u understand hw i feel..
Anger builds in..
But its just heart breaking some1 who suppose to encourage u keep PUTTING U DOWN..
O CRAB
Sunday, January 17, 2010

Have not been blogging for a very long time..
Just too busy with school stuff..
Result out..
trying to cope..


No one really understands how i feel...
Whenever i want to cry my heart out to some1 whethere in msn or in real they just give me this "I DON CARE" ATTITUDE which really hurts...
Do they know the feeling of being in between to groups of friends..
Just hearing the word useless really affects a person with good self esteem..


Being a President of a cca in a secondary school is much easier to handle...
This is much harder..
I cant leave both but i want both thats for sure..

Lost friends whom i thought will always be my side..
Just so suprising hw people see u just so invisible even if u r right in front of their eyes..
Who exactly are frens..
Those who actually stay by your side when u really need them

So where exactly are they i needed them..

Its not my fault that i want to be in this state..
I now i am Stressed but its my job to cope both..
Went to NuH ( never gg to visit that place again)
Gt a follow up to attend..May be a councellor should help me..
I am just afraid i will do something to myself in anger or depression..


O god Help me=)

Since Jan 1 til Jan 18 WAR..
never endingl..
thats just so sad